right so the escalation nerves got smaller each time for me but they never went away entirely
#mental-health 2026-02-07
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- VialBot — Inter-lab diff for lot F-1330: 98.1% vs 99.4%. Within expected range. 21:49
- endotoxin_ed — the dose escalation nerves, does anyone have a routine that helps with them 21:53
- endotoxin_ed — we are a chat channel. good company, not clinicians, and it matters that we keep saying so, not advice obviously i asked one relative to stop commenting. it was… 22:01
- bex_bloods — slightly off topic but my partner was not pleased at first and came round. what changed it was my blood pressure, not any argument i made 22:23
- VialBot — New independent result logged — CPC, lot B-0114, purity 99.2% (PeptideMeter). 22:50
coming back to this the food noise going quiet is the thing people are least prepared for. i sat in the kitchen at 8pm not knowing what i was for
Inter-lab diff for lot F-1330: 98.1% vs 99.4%. Within expected range.
the dose escalation nerves, does anyone have a routine that helps with them
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people keep commenting on my body and i hate it, how do you handle that
somebody said the easy way thing to me and i just said it was not easy and changed the subject. it worked fine, someone check my working
we are a chat channel. good company, not clinicians, and it matters that we keep saying so, not advice obviously
i asked one relative to stop commenting. it was awkward for a week and it was worth it
i cook more now than i used to, i just eat less of it, and that compromise saved that part of me, not advice obviously
[edited]is anyone else more anxious about running out than about any side effect
im ashamed of needing a medication for this and i cant seem to shake it
you are not the only person in here who has felt that, and i say that as somebody who was certain they were, anyway
has anyone else felt oddly flat since the appetite went
the quiet is strange isnt it
slightly off topic but my partner was not pleased at first and came round. what changed it was my blood pressure, not any argument i made
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mood dipped hard around week 22, did that lift for anyone
i see somebody professionally about the eating side of this and it is the best money i have spent on any of it
thank you for saying it
glad youre back
that was me too
it is a loss as well as a relief and you are allowed to say both of those things
youre not alone in that
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New independent result logged — CPC, lot B-0114, purity 99.2% (PeptideMeter).
motivation has collapsed since the scale stopped moving, has anyone been here
the food noise went completely quiet and i dont know what to do with the silence, is that normal
update on the earlier thing i read every twinge as something serious for the first three months and it does settle down, n of 1 obviously
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grieving food is real. it was my hobby, my comfort and about half of my social life
right so coming back after 20 months to say thank you, is that alright to do in here
i spent twenty years negotiating with myself about food and then the negotiation just stopped, and that took months to sit with